Recently, I feel like I’ve been given signs to be more decisive.
It’s as if my capacity for life is being challenged through options and expanded through decisions.

You remember the Walking Dead series? Where pewdiepie would struggle between choosing the outcomes and you could see the rush of adrenaline on his constipated face? It feels like that, except there’s no redos.

Half the time, I just end up going with my logic and instinct.

Is that right? I don’t know.
I haven’t had time to process it all.

My head has been an echo chamber and the voices go:

Do the thing. Run faster. Wake earlier. Sleep later. Lift more. Buy sooner. Call now. Move again.
Just go.
G O !
What are you waiting for?
Why are you stopping?
Don’t stop.
Don’t look back.
There’s no time to look back.
Keep going.
Breathe.
Eat.
Go.
Go, go, go.

Working till late.
Attending Hyrox.
Hopping on calls.
Assembling a NAS.
Meeting some friends.
Rebuilding my website.
Scheduling the next project.
Contemplating on the future.
Reading about product design.

I’m grateful and terrified. Time just goes by, and it’s forcing me to rethink my priorities. See, I prefer to overthink so I know what to expect and move in the best way but some doors don’t stay open forever and they all whisper one thing in common.

“Take it or leave it.”

It sounds ominous, but I believe it’s moving me forward. I tend to think before I do, but I could definitely benefit from doing while thinking. Time and energy are finite and so I can’t keep standing at the crossroad. That’s just going to delay progress and I’m just gonna get in my own way if I do that… which is not what I want.

Hahah, just as I finish writing this post. I see a Gary V post about how 1 hour of doing beats 10 hours of planning.